KYUEM

http://www.kyuem.edu.my/v2/

That’s the college official website.

It is a college in a middle of nowhere. I never fancy the college when I was a student there. I am relief when college was over and I can move on to other places.

I am wrong. I feel nostalgic when I found the 7th batch yearbook. Looking at the smiling faces of my friends and the familiar buildings.

I googled kyuem and read my super duper juniors’ blogs. The people in college had changed but not the tradition.

They still having induction week with samurai night. cultural performance, batch anniversary, endless test, trial, as level, a level exam, eco trip, bangsawan, nostalgic night, evening with topaz (hehe), sc election, fund rising, manifesto, the chess club, veritas, the great hall and I think assembly in the college was the best, The presentation always witty, funny and informative.

of course i miss wednesday’s western food, friday’s roti canai and sunday’s nasi lemak. Even the cafe’s nasi goreng kampung and neslo ais. I miss Yong taufu and putu piring at tanjung malim’s night market too! I think the most comfortable bed and pillow I had was in KYUEM.

I woke up every morning and rushed to have my morning toast, yawned at maths classes, gossiped in physics class, enjoying IELTS and thinking skills class and dreading the ICT class. I will skip classes occasionally and sleep in my room while everyone is having fun at basketball court, the expensive fields, the sport hall or the swimming pool. Having dinner with my chaletmates or the KPM clan. Watched korean/japan/hollywood/indonesian dramas and films afterwards using the chalet’s PC or conquering the TV room to watch CSI and AF. I made phone calls to ex-schoolmates and K before I went to bed and start the routine again the next day.

I will always remember KYUEM as the place where I discover blogging and travelling. I always travelled solo from tanjung malim to KL to shah alam to melaka and finally batu pahat during semester break (visiting all the people matter to me at the time). I will always treasure the happy moment I share with K, involved in 9 years on-off relationship with him and finally tonight I realized we were truly a normal loving couple when I was studying at the college.

The thing I regret the most is i don’t really try my best to fit in with everybody. Maybe I just feeling inferior and alienated being the only girl from the rural sabah.

It was 2 years fill with youthness and experiences and extraordinary talents and ideas. KYUEM will always have a special spot in my heart.

avoid

- Green
- Manchester United
- Boys in jersey
- Football
- Shin Chan
- KLIA
- Melaka
- Mid Valley
- Stesen bas Seksyen 17 Shah Alam
- Motorcycle
- Mcdonalds (especially the porridge)
- Webcam
- desktop
- acer
- spectacles
- cadbury chocolates
- letters (folded A4 Paper)
- koperasi sekolah
- Bangunan Maybank Semporna
- kreko
- Dragon Ball
- One Piece
- Pegagau
- Maroon Blouse and Tie

These are the things I am trying to avoid because they will remind me of you. I can’t afford to miss you every single minutes and lost my sanity.

I thought it was over…

I thought this week is over but we have replacement class tomorrow. *sigh*

Junior batch orientation week had finished and it was certainly better than KPLI’ s. Feedback from them was good too. I am glad they thought we are firm and friendly at the same time. They will  make this tiny place merrier.

The student body was well prepared and we have clearer direction. I am exhausted but satisfied. Clearly being the editor of daily bulletin is not easy. I enjoyed it tough.

I gathered the team and we came out with a timetable. They took the picture and wrote a short repot. Deadline is 8pm everynight. Then, the real work begin where I have to read the repot and choose the suitable pictures.

One of my reporter is very good and perfectionist, he is good at writing and graphic designs but his problem is meeting the deadline.

Some of them tend to write excessively long and repititive reports. I hate editing their work buit they are very helpful and they stick to the deadline. I owe them very much.

Some of them were very excited for the wrong intention. They were preying for the junior girls. However their work  were good, meet the dealine and helpful.

Most of them were my friends, it was very difficult to gave them instructions but I agreed they do have beautiful pictures for me everyday.

It was pleasant working with you guys and I hope I can make something in return for you.

The lectures were happy about our little effort, the language depatment was very fussy, they ask me too many questions and make me feel inferior. However at the end of the day they are the one who really appreaciate our work. There were lectures who constantly asking me why their picture was not publish and I ‘layan’ them for the next day publication. Thank you to the Student Affair Department for their support and suggestions especially Ustaz F and cikgu A.

CSI New York

I am having CSI New York season 1-4 marathon at the moment.

One of the earlier episode was about a mysterious skeleton where no one have any clue about him. Even his murderer. He died and no one looking or felt lost for him.

Once in the UK I was so lonely and I had this thought that if I died, my neighbour only notice it when the room become so smelly. No one will looking for me.

I am reflecting myself this very morning and I realized that all the people around me only looking for me if they have favour to ask me. No one care or know what I really want. No one was there when I feel I need to talk and lonely.