If You Get There Before I Do – Collin Raye

If you get there before I do
Don’t give up on me.
I’ll meet you when my chores are through,
I dont know how long I’ll be.
But i’m not gonna let you down,
darlin wait and see…
and between now and then..
till I see you again…
I’ll be loving you, love me

creepy because it almost 100% true

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your people skills. You want a career that allows you to stimulate your senses and your mind. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

• Actor
• Recruitment Consultant
• Politician
• Marketing
• Psychologist
• Religious Minister

• Teacher

• Social Worker
• Human Resources Manager
• Sales
• Lawyer
• Advertising

You are a great leader. You genuinely enjoy being around other people. Your relationships with others are very important to you. You love talking and meeting new people. You are very enthusiastic about work and about all that you do and have in your life. You love being the focus of attention. You enjoy a fast pace. You are very socially oriented. Therefore, you are much happier being with others than you are alone. You crave interaction with others.

You are very spontaneous and often act before you think. You are always quick to answer when you are asked a question, even if you aren’t sure of the answer. It is easier for you to improvise as you go along. You enjoy thinking out loud, and are most creative when brainstorming with friends or colleagues. You enjoy being involved in many activities.

You are very easy to read, and often wear your heart on your sleeve. You are never afraid to tell people what you think. You are very empathetic and genuine. You can sometimes be seen as over-emotional or too involved by others. But that is only because you tend to get so involved in the things you do that they become personal.

You want to be adored, loved and appreciated. You like to please others and to make sure people are happy.

You trust what is certain. You only like new ideas if they can be practically applied to the situation. You value what is real. You use your common sense. You like to utilise the skills you have instead of learning new ones. You are very specific and detailed when writing or talking to others. You follow directions well. You like things to be laid out for you to do instead of working them out for yourself. You like decisions to be made. You don’t like leaving things in limbo. You like to know what you are getting into before you commit to something.

You like to focus on the here and now. You enjoy completing projects. It is important for you to achieve and succeed. Therefore, you believe in working hard and playing later. You like to set goals and work towards them.

http://quiz.ivillage.com/cgi-bin/uk_work/tests/career.pl

KYUEM

http://www.kyuem.edu.my/v2/

That’s the college official website.

It is a college in a middle of nowhere. I never fancy the college when I was a student there. I am relief when college was over and I can move on to other places.

I am wrong. I feel nostalgic when I found the 7th batch yearbook. Looking at the smiling faces of my friends and the familiar buildings.

I googled kyuem and read my super duper juniors’ blogs. The people in college had changed but not the tradition.

They still having induction week with samurai night. cultural performance, batch anniversary, endless test, trial, as level, a level exam, eco trip, bangsawan, nostalgic night, evening with topaz (hehe), sc election, fund rising, manifesto, the chess club, veritas, the great hall and I think assembly in the college was the best, The presentation always witty, funny and informative.

of course i miss wednesday’s western food, friday’s roti canai and sunday’s nasi lemak. Even the cafe’s nasi goreng kampung and neslo ais. I miss Yong taufu and putu piring at tanjung malim’s night market too! I think the most comfortable bed and pillow I had was in KYUEM.

I woke up every morning and rushed to have my morning toast, yawned at maths classes, gossiped in physics class, enjoying IELTS and thinking skills class and dreading the ICT class. I will skip classes occasionally and sleep in my room while everyone is having fun at basketball court, the expensive fields, the sport hall or the swimming pool. Having dinner with my chaletmates or the KPM clan. Watched korean/japan/hollywood/indonesian dramas and films afterwards using the chalet’s PC or conquering the TV room to watch CSI and AF. I made phone calls to ex-schoolmates and K before I went to bed and start the routine again the next day.

I will always remember KYUEM as the place where I discover blogging and travelling. I always travelled solo from tanjung malim to KL to shah alam to melaka and finally batu pahat during semester break (visiting all the people matter to me at the time). I will always treasure the happy moment I share with K, involved in 9 years on-off relationship with him and finally tonight I realized we were truly a normal loving couple when I was studying at the college.

The thing I regret the most is i don’t really try my best to fit in with everybody. Maybe I just feeling inferior and alienated being the only girl from the rural sabah.

It was 2 years fill with youthness and experiences and extraordinary talents and ideas. KYUEM will always have a special spot in my heart.

avoid

- Green
- Manchester United
- Boys in jersey
- Football
- Shin Chan
- KLIA
- Melaka
- Mid Valley
- Stesen bas Seksyen 17 Shah Alam
- Motorcycle
- Mcdonalds (especially the porridge)
- Webcam
- desktop
- acer
- spectacles
- cadbury chocolates
- letters (folded A4 Paper)
- koperasi sekolah
- Bangunan Maybank Semporna
- kreko
- Dragon Ball
- One Piece
- Pegagau
- Maroon Blouse and Tie

These are the things I am trying to avoid because they will remind me of you. I can’t afford to miss you every single minutes and lost my sanity.

I thought it was over…

I thought this week is over but we have replacement class tomorrow. *sigh*

Junior batch orientation week had finished and it was certainly better than KPLI’ s. Feedback from them was good too. I am glad they thought we are firm and friendly at the same time. They will  make this tiny place merrier.

The student body was well prepared and we have clearer direction. I am exhausted but satisfied. Clearly being the editor of daily bulletin is not easy. I enjoyed it tough.

I gathered the team and we came out with a timetable. They took the picture and wrote a short repot. Deadline is 8pm everynight. Then, the real work begin where I have to read the repot and choose the suitable pictures.

One of my reporter is very good and perfectionist, he is good at writing and graphic designs but his problem is meeting the deadline.

Some of them tend to write excessively long and repititive reports. I hate editing their work buit they are very helpful and they stick to the deadline. I owe them very much.

Some of them were very excited for the wrong intention. They were preying for the junior girls. However their work  were good, meet the dealine and helpful.

Most of them were my friends, it was very difficult to gave them instructions but I agreed they do have beautiful pictures for me everyday.

It was pleasant working with you guys and I hope I can make something in return for you.

The lectures were happy about our little effort, the language depatment was very fussy, they ask me too many questions and make me feel inferior. However at the end of the day they are the one who really appreaciate our work. There were lectures who constantly asking me why their picture was not publish and I ‘layan’ them for the next day publication. Thank you to the Student Affair Department for their support and suggestions especially Ustaz F and cikgu A.

CSI New York

I am having CSI New York season 1-4 marathon at the moment.

One of the earlier episode was about a mysterious skeleton where no one have any clue about him. Even his murderer. He died and no one looking or felt lost for him.

Once in the UK I was so lonely and I had this thought that if I died, my neighbour only notice it when the room become so smelly. No one will looking for me.

I am reflecting myself this very morning and I realized that all the people around me only looking for me if they have favour to ask me. No one care or know what I really want. No one was there when I feel I need to talk and lonely.

Welcome Back?

I wrote my last post while having Decision Mathematics class when the lecture start to talk about programming stuff.

I read it again last night and surprise with my openness in the writing. I do miss my writing skill when I used to write in www.sampulnak.blogspot.com and www.7tujuh7.blogspot.com and my first blog which I deleted for privacy reason. I was so positive and full of motivation unlike my writing here.

I guess… last post is the sign I am ready to face the world again. Maybe I am ready to post pictures too!

Weekend & Transformer

I am looking forward for the weekend because it was a hell of a week. We are working very hard to organize the orientation week for KPLI but the review by them was very disappointing.

I thought I’ll be able to get some sleep during afternoon but we have to listen to Standard Guru Malaysia survey which complusory for us to answer at least twice a year. Then, we have to re-model the new Student Body room which didn’t work as planned.

Saturday even worse as I have to attend the Alumni meeting as representative for the student body and at the same time I have to attned 1Malaysia forum in KK. I made a decision to escape both of them by telling lies. I told the alumni comittee I am attending the forum and I told my friends at the forum that I am attending the alumni meeting. I spent the whole morning sleeping hahahhaha. Feel very good about that.

Later, R came and ask me to go to KB for her cousin wedding. I agreed because it’ll be my first dusun wedding. Having fun there

R came to my room at 7.30 a.m on Sunday!!!!!!!! to wake me up because she wanted to go to Tamu. after some negotiation we managed to arrive the Tamu at 10.15 a.m. We hang around and ate lunch and later R helped me to re-organize my too-much-rubbish-stuff room. Thank you R.

We made an impulsive decision to watch transformer on Sunday night and breaking the 11 p.m curfew. Luckily nothing bad happen to us, the guard just let us in.

Transformer was worth it. I enjoy the effects and the jokes especially when Dwight Scrhute from The Office was there (heheh). However, I am so sick of the American trying to picture themselves as the ‘world police’ and they are the one who responsible for the safety of the world. How annyoying is that to watch film which promote the US propaganda? I am sure Egypt was choosen for so obvious reason (haha).

Proud

Me: C, ble x tlg belikan XXX? Please.. Please.. Nt tlk jak dr deposit rmh tu

few hours later

C: aku dah beli dh XXX ko. lawa gile. tggl 1 je kt kedai. nasib ko suruh aku beli cepat.jeng. jeng. jeng.

can you guess what is XXX?

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it’s

How cool is that?

I Miss You

I miss you too much.

I cried and still crying.

Why do I have to love you and it hurts me so much.

If you’re reading this, I want you to know I’ll give up anything to take my words back. I thought I could shut you off completely from my life.

I can’t and I’m wrong.